After five loving years of trying to give her what she deserves and needs, my girlfriend Charlotte finally suggested some changes in our relationship. Radical changes. Charlotte is pushing me towards my new self, including a newly found appreciation of fashion, cute hairstyles and femininity. In turn, my priority is to do what it takes to make Charlotte happy. To help her be the woman she is. My journey is humiliating, revealing, humbling, exciting and terrifying.
Monday, 4 January 2010
"Regarding your dress choices...."
Just spoke to Charlotte…she called from work. This is how the conversation went.
“Hello”.
“Oh hi Sweetie…Caitlin. Aren’t you a suprise!!??”
“What do you mean”
“I didn’t know you’d take this so seriously…I mean, I didn’t think you would really try and put yourself in a girl’s position! We loved the dresses…didn’t we girls?…but the comments as well…wow!”. Charlotte chuckled, and I could also hear laughter in the background.
“You asked me to …”
“Oh Caitlin. Of course I asked you. But we have some talking to do. I mean, your comment for the wedding dress, the last one…’Imagine…my big day! All eyes on me.’…so cute.”
“I…I…”
“Oh it’s ok honey. We loved it. And the other comment talking about a first date…with who!? You like boys now..?”
“No…I mean…no…”. I was stuttering.
“You’re already imagining yourself on your wedding day…cute dress…hair…pretty lingerie….”
“B..But…”
“I guess it’s only natural for a girl to fantasize a little…isn’t it Caitlin?”
“I don’t like boys!” I cried.
“Hmmmm. I think the lady doth protest too much. What do you think girls?”
I heard a ‘yeeeeeessss’ and laughter again in the background.
“Anyway, have to go. Work to do. We can have a girlie chat tonight, and you can tell me all about it.”
“Er…okay…”
“By the way, I thought the little pink number would look just darling on you”.
“Shhhh Charlotte. Your friends at work will hear”.
“Oh honey, they know everything! Everything!” she giggled. “In fact, Beth and Sophie want to help you out with some of their old clothes. We’ll have that wardrobe full in no time, to add to your skirt…so exciting. Speak to you later” Click.
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What do I do!? Before I got together with Charlotte, Sophie used to fancy me. What will she think now!? And Beth, she’s gorgeous. The thought of Sophie and Beth AND Charlotte getting involved. AND giving me some of their clothes. This is moving way too fast…although I do like the knee length pencil skirt Beth was wearing the other da….WHAT’S HAPPENING TO ME!
I don’t know what to do!
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You can't hold back your sissy side or your feelings for cute guys... I know, I can't either!
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