Thursday 10 March 2011

Who I am

It's been a long time since I posted. I won't apologise, other than to say you're going to see a lot more of me again now.

I tried. I tried my hardest to be the man Charlotte needs. I've pretended to be a man for the last couple of months, but it's just not working out.

I'm too passive. I'm too small to please her. I feel like a woman. I look at women and I desperately want to be them. And I look more like a woman every day.

Today I'm back in skirts. Or a dress to be accurate. Charlotte helped me dress this morning, holding my dress for me to step into. Tempting me into it...teasing me.

"Welcome back Caitlin, my sweet girl. We're going to have so much fun again..."

I feel like such a sissy as I slide the dress up my body. As Charlotte zips up the back, she lifts my hair from my neck and kisses me on the ear, whispering, "you're so pretty".

Here is the dress I'm wearing...




Do you like?

2 comments:

  1. I am going way back here, but where did you find the picture of that dress? I really love it and want to find it!

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